#45
I get really insecure when during sleepovers at like 4am I get sooo tired because my usual sleep time in 11pm D: but yea so it’s really odd because my friends are people who clearly don’t need their beauty sleep (like I do, a billion years’ worth lol) and at 5am they’re still bouncing off walls and I feel shitty because I can’t join them because I get so tired D’: but yea.
Also when I try to share one of my fandoms (anime, music, etc.) and they decide it’s not quality enough. I died a little inside.
I also feel awkward when they like something, like playing GTA at 7-9pm and 2-6am, which I really don’t see as alluring so I feel so left out and good gandhi this fact was too long. oh well.
